I force my feelings into my stomach belly swelling and skin stretching my body bursts open violently guts, blood and emotion looking for a home s p r e a d i n g
so basically I've been trying to communicate my emotions in a way that shows it's effect and damage, the gory imagery I'm presenting is created to rub you the wrong way, for me my feelings often feel detrimental to me physically and so that terrifying sinking feeling is what i am trying to portray