you saw me cry for the first time last night
and you said i'm still beautiful when i cry
i wasn't sad at all
it was the complete opposite
i was so ******* happy
i couldn't hold it in anymore
what i wanted to do was scream
scream at the top of my lungs
just to tell you how much i love you
i want the world to know i'm in love
that i'm finally happy
and there's nothing no one can do to change it
but i couldn't scream
and you were saying all these incredible things
that made me melt and burn like a candle
more like a forest fire spreading constantly
and the happiness and love built up
and if you were here
we would probably make love
to let out all the emotions
but we're still far apart
so i just cried instead
and i would be lying
if i said i didn't cry myself to sleep
but only because i thought of us
being together for eternity
we're officially married in our hearts
because we can't be together right now
and i don't think you know
just how much that makes me happy
you complete me
in ways that no one else has
i love you more than you know
and i'm so glad it's you and me in the end
i wouldn't want anyone else
if i lost you
i think i would just go **** myself
i have no other reason to live
no other reason to be so happy
and without you
my life would mean completely nothing
you're everything
i hope you know that always