i stopped praying to any kind of god awhile ago
i don't pray anymore for anyone or anything
maybe because i've been ****** over so many times
and i know god has his own plans for everyone
and he's trying to lead them on the right path
so it seems like he's against you when he's really not
but i've prayed to be with some people forever
i've prayed to be loved by someone forever
i've prayed to be in love with someone forever
i've been praying for forevers
and it never happened
because it was never meant to be
i think we're meant to be
but i won't pray to be with you forever
because i'm scared god will hear my words
and do the complete opposite for me
like all the other times
and i'm not proud of this
but i stopped praying to any kind of god awhile ago