walls go up like tinted glass Each blurs the view more than the last the tinge of blue turns Midnight as each panel raises up Alas! we’re separated as I spread the molten soda-lime upon the molten tin to add another to my rows of perfect pain I’m powerless to end this game I’m powerless to stop my hiding Rescue me with Your sledgehammer of Grace protect me from the shards of a silent broken heart
I’m describing the image of putting up emotional walls between me and God, made of float glass, which is a process where a soda-lime-silica glass is poured onto a molten metal to form most modern glass panes. The only solution to my walls is God’s overwhelming Grace. It destroys my attempts at control and sweeps away my self-harm. It’s terrifying and wonderful