What must I do?

when I hate myself
when I pretend everything is okay
when I lie to myself
when I stop loving the things around me
when I have no one cares about me
when I feel lost  
when I am shattered
when I lock myself out of the world
when I am all alone
when I think death is the way out


What must I do?

when I have no family
when I can't fight
when I can't take responsibility
when I fail in the only chance is given to me
when I **** every person ever loved me
when I destroy the only thing is left for me
when no one understands me
when I can't trust nobody
when everything goes wrong
when I have nothing left

What must I do?

to love myself again
to make things right
to fix everything
  

What must I do?

when I wish I was a little kid again
when I felt happy

What must I do?

when life is not easy