I haven't smiled with a glimmering passion since then. The salt water wasn't as pure, but the heat filled my heart. You weren't so far away, yet you were still many states. I sigh with incomprehension, I've forgotten my lease and there's so much to do, yet nothing new to see. I hope I make it in the blistering cold, as I miss who I was but this is who I'll be. It's time for change, I hope we meet again some day. When I reach a fervor with the mildest degree of sincerity, I'll be like I was back then.
Moving has been a big toll, emotionally and mentally. I miss greatly the life I had previously. I hope to go back someday and relive the same glory.