Forever
Isn’t as long as I had hoped
I lost you
I lost them
I sat around and moped
It was a promise
Promises are meant to be kept
This one broke
And I wept
Not wanting to hurt
But I owed so much pain
Like debt
Debt for a broken heart
Debt for being
Ripped apart

This pain was different
I felt so betrayed
I was left
With
Nothing
No one
Like an empty tray
I tried talking to you
Playing it cool
But you know how I felt
After you used me like a tool
Tools are helpful
But you only use them
When you need them
That’s when you choose ‘em

I cried for you
Heck if felt like I died for you
But all of that doesn’t matter
My feelings for you
Are gone
They splattered
Right now though it feels like
Nothing
No one
Will ever matter
Ever hah
Remember that
I try not to
I don’t like to bring up the past
I won’t be hurt for to long
Forever never lasts