i like to work or stay up
until i'm so tired
just so i don't feel any pain at night
i'm trying to hammer my problems away
i'm doing so much heavy-lifting
my muscles ache
my hair's been drenched for two days straight
standing in the rain
fingers numb from the cold
sitting on the cold, wet ground
why can't i be someone you want to hold?
why can't i be loved?
my bones are broken
the weight of my loneliness crushed me
and now i can't move
tell me
what am i supposed to do?
how can i start building
if i can't move my body?
how am i supposed to feel okay
when no one wants me?
tell me