i closed my eyes tightly before opening them again. as my eyelids made their way up, it was revealed that my world was still spinning. my breathing got heavier and it's strange how something that weighs nothing feels like the weight of the world. my hand kept writing, i had to convince myself that i was okay. it all felt too real. one moment, well, i don't remember how i felt, but now, now, everything feels too Here. your face and your features are perfectly aligned and i'm afraid of how everyone around me is breathing. everything was spinning and i could hear your voice but i felt like i couldn't open my mouth.