**** man its hard to quit especially if your life now revolves around it its impossible to help someone who doesn't want it and its even harder to get somebody to come and side with you if they were never even near you
It's a tricky world
You get so far to be pushed back to before you even started and i hate to know its right
The time i get it right its wrong to everyone else
I cannot become what everyone seems to wish for me I'm changing everyday into someone i regret even becoming in the first place and i cant stop even if I wanted too cause im pretty sure im in too deep to quit now...