Why did I get to know about the myriad faces of the game before I even got in the field? Players have told me a lot about the game called love . I never asked them. Some simply did while some needed to talk out to move on. I just happened to be the person they could trust with their darkest secrets. With the tales, my dream of an almost utopian world has receded into the past. Sometimes I just have a minuscule wish to be able to dream of paradise like everyone else.