Mental health is something only those going through it can truly understand, I have tried to help you, I'm always there for you and have always reassured you on what an amazing person you are. The love and care I have for you will never go away. I do hope you will be okay. Our friendship was hard. Sometimes we were close, sometimes we might as well have been strangers. It wasn't until the betrayal and accusations that I questioned if it was all worth it. Everytime someone came along, I was pushed aside, Not any more.
I'm a trustworthy person, I was good to you. You can see that now, but it's too late.
I will always have so much love and respect for you but our friendship means nothing if you can't return that.