V Christ. Lord. Help me. This is all too much. When you feel too much. What in the **** do you do. . I am you. I want your essence in myself. Its always been there. But now that i know, I want you indefinitely. I want to feel you. I want your lettering across my skin. I want your words in my mouth. I want your feelings to drip down my throat. I want the infinity that i feel i have been promised. Not now, no. I have never been impatient. But i do want it. Eventually. I want it all. I want what is mine.