******* before the mirror of your soul the tired throne of confusion burns the illusion that we are all alone what can compare to the hairs of the earth is it a purse made from old shirts and words as birds and feathers fled the forest's shelter the burning embers head west into the zone of the setting sun's dismemberment are you perplexed or just scared sacred death wasted on the fences you shy away from sentences that we both know are just a little too close to home for comfort i am a lonely poem portrayed by an infinite number of frames of reference so i claim my place in the heart of infinite wonder as the thunder states your name and screams your secrets into the stars our hearts were always made from art and we are being charged with negative ions like the lions and dinosaurs that have come before us our women lie freezing in the warmest of holes so we comb the sand for diamonds and try to make the land grow again I am reprimanded for standing on one leg for too long and begging you to come back home if you glance towards me i’ll look away as shade from a tree covers your face was it a waste of speech to try and crawl too deeply into those feelings that you sought to deny and what if we see each other again someday will we wait for the other to acknowledge that i was too much of a coward to dance in the face of all that abstraction at the edge of my comfort-zone love falls into oblivion a wastrel and a sparrow as the cantankerous showers start flowering in our folds as growth is esteemed so do we eventually redeem our own soul