I think I've figured it out...
finally

I've started to actually see your flaws
not just the obvious ones,

every

single

one

I didn't before, it's weird how love does that
I even looked everything over when you cheated.

Is our friendship worth saving?
I don't know...
not if i need to kneel down to every little mistake i make

You make me tired now...
like a book i've read one to many times.

This saddens me only because there were so many happy memories with you
I have even already made you a birthday card a month in advance.

I guess that will be my goodbye...
Maybe i'll wait though...maybe i'll find something to cling to.

I think this is me being completely over you

I no longer get sad looking over our old chats
just indifferent.

Hope you don't read this before my mind is completely made up...
there still might be a chance.

But the book's ending is expected every time now,
and there's no excitement in it...
not even interest, i know everything now.

The hero doesn't get the girl,
'cause that's to cliche,
he didn't want her anyways
and the lost girl is never rescued.

That's the real ending...
not what's written in the pages,
but in real life.
I don't live in fantasy anymore.

And that's what you are,
so there's no point in trying.