tell me about the smile of the one you love the most, how everything seems to slow down and the only thing you can focus on is how their eyes almost disappear from their wide grin. how their "happy face" is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. tell me about your childhood birthday parties, how your family would come over and there's something about childhood birthday parties that make reality seem altered. how the cake your mother set in front of you makes you sigh with content and with ease. how they all sing happy birthday and you shift in your seat with a smile on your face, perfect. tell me about the first hand you felt. how soft it was and how it perfectly fit yours, like two puzzle pieces coming together. oh how your stomach has a field full of butterflies in it when you grip that hand, how warm and Right it feels. and no matter how sweaty yours or their hand gets, you don't let go. tell me about the dark times. when you couldn't seem to get out of bed or the devastation you felt when your parents split. how heavy your mind and heart felt, how you wanted to cry out of nowhere because everything just hurt. tell me about the day you saw light within yourself. how you wanted to cry because you made it. it's something to be proud of. how you could breathe and feel light.