i. i wonder why i write anymore why i agonize over a few lines of ink on a piece of paper what am i even trying to say? i keep contradicting myself: in one poem i decry my pain, and plead for anyone to heed what i hide in the next
ii. these words have no rhythm no measure no plan they are as senseless and chaotic as my desire for rest and my aversion from sleep
iii. do these thoughts even mean anything? are these thoughts even real? am i real?
iv. time is running but i'm not going to chase it there's no reason to when it ends, it ends and i don't particularly want to extend it