A final no
Phrase complete
With tongue and lips and mouth she speaks
And I am gone
A black hole of pain
With nothing here left to gain
Everything I hoped to be
Was bound in her; and not in me
The dream collapsed
And I am done
From now on I shall just be one
A flicking hope
Now shut out
My heart has no strength, it cannot shout
The words I utter
Seem to be
No longer wholly part of me
Just empty phrases
Parts of past
A stranger here; alone at last
I feel strange peace that hope is gone
For now alone, I carry on
My body broken
My spirit crushed
Alone in chains of past and fear
My heart no longer whole is here
I battle and rage
But when I cannot go on
I do not fall apart
I simply go away
A ghost of another day
If all I feel I do pen here
Why do I need another ear?
Their life more pertinent then mine
It's for their sake, I pen this line
I still do tarry among the past
Because I hold so very fast
To hopes and dreams of days gone by
When I had hoped to try to fly
I still do want to rise above
Rising strong, in hope and love
But I know this faltering dream
Is nothing more than something unseen
Unseen in heart
Not in the plan
I hold until I cannot stand
By why I rise?
For 'er I fall
A lone warrior in an empty hall
With mouth and lips and tongue she speaks
A final no
Phrase complete.
(theinkthatspeaks.blogspot.com)