If you ask my about my feelings for him, I'd reply, "non-existent." If he ever even asked for me back, I'd reply, "keep wishing."
But if you asked me where we met, I'd reply "in Washington D.C." If you wondered where he asked me out, I'd describe it to a T. If you inquired what he got me for Christmas, I'd recite each and every detail. And if you questioned where we first kissed, I'd explain the bench and the park all to scale.
And even though I know it's all over, and all for the best, It's difficult to let go of what we had, and to put it all to rest.