What I feel in my heart is unloved.
The feeling of being loved.
She didn't teach me what or how love is
so when I felt the love I loved hard.

I gave them my everything
that I gave too much to the wrong ones.
I learned through my life to not give too much
but it is hard.

With so many stabs.
With so many scares.
I am afraid to open up again.
I don't want to reach out.
I will rather be alone.

With my eyes, I feel sadness within.

So deeply. That when I write it makes me wants to cry.