I was this close
This close, to coming home to a funeral
This close to not seeing you again..… EVER  .. What the heck...I leave for six days
Six days… and  I come back.… to hear
You overdosed and were knocked out for two days
Two days...three and you woulda been dead
Two days...I can't take this... You're unstable,
Scary, unpredictable, hurt, depressed, and dieing    
This close
This close……