Maybe that's why I feel so lonely. Maybe that's why i can get so sad at times. Because I'm taking for granted the blessings of amazing spiritual leaders in my life; God has put people who care about me into my life, who are stong in their faith and who want to guide me, but for some reason I still neglet to tell them the truth when they ask how I'm doing. Honestly, I'm down in the dumps right now...probably because I've stopped trusting them again.