there's a room just off the main emergency hallway called the quiet room small and dimly lit couches out of style a decade ago and what I assume is supposed to be calming paintings of landscapes abstract shapes in soothing blues I spent two days there once waiting to hear what would happen to you expecting you to wake up I was going to tease you about how you had five pretty doctors attending to you tell you about how the shelf you built only a week ago, got a compliment but instead we never spoke again and I had to carry on the burden of living