I'm so sick of a past I can't erase

I know I'm not alone in this feeling

I'm sick of hurting people even when I didn't mean too

I wish I could just burn it down and rebuild a new

But there will always be a part of me that remembers

These demons in my head whispering lies into my ear

SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO BURN IT ALL!!!

Everything I built

Everything I broke

Every friendship I smashed

Every friendship I fixed

I remember the days when I was a hypocrite

I could spew hell fire from my lips but at the same time I was doing everything I condemned.

For those I hurt I'm sorry

I wish God would revive that warrior spirit in me I had all those years ago

I'm done with these demons and I'm done with my past

I'm done with that hypocrisy

I'm new in Christ

This is a new declaration of war on the evil part of my heart I try so desperately to rip out.

This is a declaration of war on the demons whispering in my ear.

By the grace and help from God

You will burn