There's this voice inside my head
Spilling thoughts of hate and dread
For all the loving people dead
I do not follow but I am lead

Curling up into a ball
Wishing I could stop it all
Others erected this wall
And I can't seem to make it fall

Unhappy with my curse
I reach and cry and make it worse
Silence gets me nowhere of course
Yet neither does my desp'rate verse

I don't believe in despair
But life just seems so **** unfair
With such my luck, I swear
I can't just say "laissez faire"

But **** this all, I won't lie
All I touch goes awry
So ev'ry day I end by
Hanging my head with a sigh