Bumped into an old flame the other day...inspired this nasty little poem...;)
Oh first love, how I want to crush you beneath my heel. Grind the little pieces of you into the dirt until the soles of my feet bleed scarlet red rivulets of my blood-my life-my energy-that I wasted on you. Come on over- I’ll take you up in my arms and crush you against my chest-break your ribs and smother the air out of your lungs. Crush you against my body until you fall limp and then I’ll release you. Let you slump in an inconsequential heap at my feet. Exactly where you belong. If you ever come back to me I promise you this fate. You took me up back then and pulled me all the way down. I scrambled up and out of that pit of despair you condemned me to so don’t. Don’t come back to me. You’ll regret it because I’m ready and willing to make things right. Square things away - so just don’t. Don’t you come back to me now.
A little ugly, but **** I sure meant every word I said, haha! I think many of us have let someone into our lives, at some point, that was just a bit of poison in our apple. Am I right?