Noxious Overtaking thought-stragglers Forgotten words And half-remembered smiles That stumbled too slowly Down the road to Rational And It swallowed them whole Before slithering forward Searching for prey
It feeds In the depths of my conscious
Eclipsing encircling engorging
Bittersweet Splish-splash-splattering Viscous globules of poison And turning the knobs beneath My television-eyes Until everything around her Is of the deepest green
It beats A pulse beneath every word I speak
Replaying recreating reminding
Me Of every word and move She makes Her hands on his shoulder Her voice in his ear
It paints Her
In shades of Emerald-forest-field Until her skin Matches It
And to me She is the color of the Lime-green curtains In our window and I cannot see her Through the verdant haze Or speak because My voice gives me away Every time
As
It consumes My thoughts
Instigating infuriating
Little red ant Crawls over my heart Hiding from Rationality In a cloud of olive-dust
Little blood-spark
Sticking stabbing stinging
My bitten tongue
Longs to be set free From Rational Longs to be controlled By It Longs to ask her Why exactly she’s