One problem I have. That is feature in everyone's minds. Is how ideas connect. This is how negatives spread. Became part of...sensation memory? Like any sort of tingle, Pleasing thought... Immediatley judged and corrupted by my mind. And for any weird or displeasing thought, Connected to the strands of my pleasing and positive thought... Where is the escape from thought? One solution I need... How to make sure certain thoughts don't become permanent. How to block of connections... Of the thoughts I don't like sent. Where is the technology and intelligence I was promised? That could give me the pleasing purity I missed...
This may give a good example of what I need for my thoughts.