Thoughts of her and us run through my head constantly.....I can't escape
I can't run ......I can't hide...
My time I must bide.....I wonder if there is a rock close enough so I can just get under it....I am ruined and you know what it's all of my doing....I am ruined...I am ruined....there is no other woman I even want....I want to run and just keep running......I can't sleep I can barely eat....my head it hurts...it's been a little while since I last felt your touch......I just miss her oh so much.....I am ruined......because of my love for her....there are so many things I should have said......should've done...now I am left in ruins why because of it all....the pain it still grows as time goes by you would think it would pass.....but no......I am ruined