Thoughtfully staring out behind a mug The lip of it poised at my mouth A flash of a smile A hint of a rose Black Chai Tea It coats my tongue Somehow sweet but still bitterly spice Oddly comforting A fallen petal The warmth pooling As if its been shot into my coalescing blood stream Ripples spread out on a ponds surface I'll love you like you were the last flower Before a winter storm Delicate and beautiful Looking into the mouth Of a frozen hell But still refusing to bend The way the wind wants you to Splatters of blood on an almost white shirt Echoes of your laughter Cacophonous in my own ears A withered form of your smirk When did this town burn? And when did I let go of the match? I still don't remember when everything changed But does anyone really ever remember Or is everything suppressed under snow coated stones