The pain came from others
Opportunity after opportunity
just seems to slip away
All I wanted was to feel....something
For I've never felt anything
Loneliness is a tough pill to swallow
Yet it became my daily prescription
The pain became self-inflicted
Everything I touch, I destroy
And I become forgotten
The tears have ran dry
Expectations have disappeared
Love is out of reach
I created the clouds that block the sun
Existence is my only truth