it comes rushing in immediately after a strong pleasure i hate myself for being so weak giving in to the pleasures of the world am sorry i cant look away but even as i close my eyes i still see in my mind the feeling lasted 60seconds yet i was almost exploding with passion i want more but it is not real nobody can give in so easily like that works of the camera though it drives me crazy i forget that real things are out there real things are human not on camera they know what i want and its free iam young but there are more like me its worse when you are male if you dont do it it will follow you on your dream then you wake up.... guilt is on the way take care