obsessed with wanting to be happy
what is that kinda life?
i question its existence
purely a dream i cannot seem to conceive
happiness
it's not me, i swear it.
perhaps the opposite of my feelings.
i view other people and seek into their minds
yet i never find the key.
I'm searching for a way to get in, if i could just take a peak
maybe its all i need

a ghost i'm chasing


will i die before ever knowing?..