a snippet of a memory still tries to pick lock my thoughts. leaving me with a jealous sea of unwanted, played emotions. it's all a paradox. a senseless act. its like a bipolar mechanism that my mind plays and sets to record. there's nothing more than what I extremely hate on those memories, or what i like to call them. "the hurtful files". why does my brain punish me this way, no matter what i do, they always find ways to come back, like magnets.