If I **** myself now

Will you be there to feel my own self anyhow

If I lose myself now

How bearly will you feal when I'm gone and not found

I'm gonna **** myself somehow

I just hope you can couope

With my demons, with myself

The self that died cause he never felt held

I ruined my life as I ruined yours

Now I'm doomed to live in a abyss

My kingdom of infinite pain