drowning but i'm watching everyone breathe,
there's a smile on my face but a pain underneath,
i have tried to fight it, but it's a powerful force i can't defeat,
and this is my life, a cycle on repeat.

it's like being struck by a light,
when i realized the fears and feelings i've been trying to fight.
i, then started to think that i've lost the battle.
and i lost myself in the shadow of my own struggle.

- it's better to feel everything than to feel nothing at all.