he had the cosmics in his eyes and magic in his touch he smiled when he sighed and his hands were a little rough he was beautiful in a way that it was a secret to those who knew him and it was a privelege to say that I know everything
he was the one who had me running and hoping and praying to my phone nervous and axious that he'd laugh at my stupid jokes
he was the one who saw me with no makeup on and stayed up sleepy talkin' bout crazy things til' dawn
he was the one who ripped me sore with betrayal of a different shade of lipstick on his stained white collar
he was the one who stitched me back with fake apologies and since it wasn't quite genuine I had splitted at the seams
he was the one who made me understand the heart of the silly, pathetic girls I used to scoff at
he was the one who taught me greed that sometimes people want more than they need