I can't stand how
you just sit by the window now.
Staring at the leaves in the trees.
         spring leaves, growing
                 summer leaves, glowing
                            fall leaves, blowing
t h e   l e a v e s

The same ones you saw back then
The FIRST thing you saw after hearing
Still unfairly alive when       no.

         Don't think about it
         Don't think about it
         Just don't think about it

I beg of you.

I sigh
and keep my eyes fixated on those leaves