and maybe we all
                              relapse
                                         regress

fall back into what we were

while still
              desperately
                                clinging


to whom we think we are now

and maybe it is all in
                                   futility
                                              or
                                                  weakness

but that is okay

because things done in the struggle of
                                                                  darkness

may be worth more recognition

that those
                 done
                         in the light
                                             of day

what you cannot see changing

has no
           reflection

on the value of that change