Well, it took everything I had this morning to get up and leave my bed Don't ask me if I showered or even brushed my teeth My reflection shamed me in the mirror Told me I am ugly I am fat Couldn't stand her harsh words Fled the bathroom after that No makeup, unbrushed hair Threw on a wrinkled shirt Can't explain how hard it was to walk out the door My anxiety is crippling. Keep my eyes down on the floor I stay out of strangers' way Hoping I'll get lucky Please no one talk to me today. I slipped into the bathroom Don't look into Medusa's eyes Pushed my fingers down my throat I didn't deserve those fries. Anxiety, depression, an eating disorder too I'm not doing my best but that's not what I'll tell you.