Another sleepless night up late Reading so my eyes could get tired But my mind began to wander so I started writing The air from the fan circling the cold Deep in thought fed up would complain But no one is listening ***** not being heard The quiet while the rest of the world slumbers Alone in solitude thinking how to change While the rest of the world remains the same Over being judged and fighting for a spot Being replaced by someone to fill the void but they don't have my heart or care like I do Been broken and disappointed all I want to do is feel and heal Hard to focus gave my all it wasn't enough tired of thinking I did something wrong. Hard to breathe feels like I'm fading away when all I want is to exist and belong