I know it’s unappealing
Watching me self destruct
As I cry for healing
From past betrayals

I know it’s unattractive
My insecurities on display
These fears just won’t give
And they are showcasing my worst parts

It must be so unflattering
This woman’s undoing
A once bright flower, now struggling
Withering in plain view

It is definitely unnerving
To be so vulnerable in your presence
Just bear with me
Through this unpleasant season