a love I thought I knew or was it just imaginary pieces that my mind made up over time
to help me heal and cover up those past tragedies I choose to leave behind
I mean was the spiritual connection really there
ya love had me stuck in a ever lasting daze I swear
when u died the strong piece of me died with u too I couldn’t breathe completely no air no u
I was 5 month pregnant with our child my baby number 3 when that young boy took u away from me
so there was no one who reached out or called I took that walk of shame everyday by myself no one Alone......
my 7 year old at the time he wiped my eyes from him my tears god wouldn’t allow me to hide I needed him more than he needed me he was There
mommy are u okay?? is the only noise I wanted to hear at the end of each and everyday

now baby boy is here and he looks up to you this is certainties for sure I know... I see the glow in your eyes as u watch him grow!!!
your not quite the man of the house but u are a king you let that show
I thank God everyday for giving me the gift to carry u inside of my body closet to my heart
so sweet and kind mostly made of everything I am not
i love that Part