drowning in toxic blends girl I'm spinning on you knowing how it's going to end it ain't nothing new to the dungeons I descend where every dream is tossed the smoke so thick within over years the yearning lost
waiting to be ensouled to be me ain't whole in the darkest light black dress in the night too blind to see through I can barely see you waiting to be ensouled still waiting to be ensouled
doll you have that gaze but my look is long and cold the desolation daze the confinement where I hole set in my singular ways I'm not a free soul a prisoner within me lays your hand too soft to hold
waiting to be ensouled ...
listening to the blues hey babe close your eyes and the sound soothes I tell you forgiving lies "it don't matter, ain't no use" while my hope dies it's darkness that I choose chained in shackles and agonized
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there's a flash-- of lightning lighting up the clouds then in silence-- hiding before the thunder sounds and the sky falls to rain and the earth quakes again . . . there's a rock-- sits rugged dying in the shine where before-- it bled with colors inline they coursed-- through veins when it was alive yeah the sky falls to rain yeah the earth quakes again . . . there's silver-- set skies to horizons of land reflected-- in your eyes shadows on wet sand before the beach dies by the flames that 'r fanned yeah the sky falls to rain and the earth quakes again . . . there's a portrait-- 't burns smoldering to scatter the atoms-- of remains to times that matter the sparks-- to our dreams igniting 'ey shatter yeah the sky falls to rain ooh the earthquakes again and the earth quakes again..
like in a mirror I'm searching up at the stars I stare never seeing the one reflecting hollow in my despair surrounded by humanity I know that you're there probability is the cruelty that I'll never know where reality is my sadness keeps me distant alone awareness my incompleteness what forever I've known impossibility the madness and to solutide that's home I'll welcome each wanderer share the art where I roam . . . sure to never see her
I miss your carefree stare The curve of your bottom When you text on your belly I miss the places where your skin darkens That are briefly visible When you are playful I miss how soft you are to hold How you disappear into your silken hair that cascades contentedly When you hide and seek in the sheets that drape you ode to the sadness of the moments end The before and after you I glimpse it finitely
with the tides that crash against me the more I slip out to the edges from black rocks I'm on barely you pull me to the storm that rages I'm the beast within your beauty you're the book of soft pages I caress and turn slowly adrift in you for ages I picture you only and when I stare into the darkness the devils words enslave me and his thunder is the cages yet darker are the eyes that save me