I want to promise myself that by this time next year I will be happy. I will be no matter what it takes. I want to promise her I will put her first. I want her to believe me that I will make the right choice, and the right changes and I'll figure this out. I want her to look in the mirror and know that I made the future for her. I want her to never feel bad for finding happiness. I've done this once, I can do it again. I can do it. I will do it.