"Am I ready?", I asked myself
A person in insolence
wondering about the world
unaware of the paths
that led to the darkest of hearts

I wasn't sure
I didn't know whether to think freely
or to be past the dream

I wanted to live with smiles
feeling glee, full of heart
but the warmth would not reach
the part I could not feel
I looked past the grass fields
To realize that there was nothing there
Nothing to be seen
And so I laughed
Cried with painful heart
And forgot the world
to the dark