The brilliant boy He's in this limbo Almost living Completely dying. It's all so poetic really. Killing everyone everything for something; for the love you desperately think you can get back Even though you are the cause of every single thing that has happened of everything that you have lost. You made the decisions that Got you here Now it’s war Mayhem Fighting everyone around you but truthfully fighting yourself.
"It's always been his job to fix this."
That’s what you convince yourself Your job to make things right You believe that murdering it all will end it.
He thinks it’ll take him completely back to the beginning. It won’t You can’t You are so far gone You’re killing yourself Brilliant.
I wrote this about a boy I use to know. He always believed he was responsible for making everything better, even if he was making it worse. Strubborn, he would never walk away. He’d **** himself and everyone around him to make a point. Any point at all.