some days i think im getting better
i think the sun is shining brighter,
and the birds sing louder.

but days upon days go by,
and i realize things are still the same.
still the same sad, lonely, days that
ive had since i was young.

i do try to get better,
to think happier thoughts and
do happier things.

but the worst temptation that i have,
is to run back to it all.
the drugs, the alcohol, the ***.

the worst temptation will always be the death of you.