It starts as a dull ache Trembling, shaking, jostledΒ Β awake Time passes and the throbbing is deep Cant catch my breath, cant sleep This pain inside cant escape This is my life, My twisted fate How long must this last? Being punished for things in my past I'm no longer a young girl Gone are the days of jumps and twirls The ribbon once tied in my hair Now sits in a box on the shelf over there I not quite sure where it all went wrong The days once fast are now twice as long For once I wish I could just catch a break To enjoy my life, nothing at stake Sunshine, beaches and peaceful nights Just a few simple requests for a perfect life