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May 2018
I hope one day you
Realize & Notice.
All The obstacles I crossed
To be by your side today .
How I Experienced
So much Misery & sadness
To be able to call myself
Your girlfriend .

My love was true.
I Expressed it so much.
I did everything you wanted.
Id Make sure you were happy & Comftable Around me.
Always making sure you felt special and Important.
You seen I really liked you.

You Mistreated me.
I Still Continued making sure I made you feel Some type of lovely way.
You constantly hurt me.
Feeling hurt & pouring tears I still Wrote you cute texts.

You told me you will never love me & I will never be someone special to you.
With A broken Heart
I Continued to see you every day not minding What you had just said.

I made sure you felt worthy .
You made me feel worthless
You Made me feel insecure.
I always told you how handsome & **** I found you .

I Made you See positive things about your life.
You Made me see the negative of mines. Reminding me of mistakes I Did & due to it I won’t ever be some one great.

I Showed You nothing but affection & Attention.
You Showed me
Carelessness & neglection.

I Was fixing You.
Gluing your broken pieces back. At times you purposely flicked it & I fixed them too.

You Were Breaking me.
You seen & didn’t care.
My Tear drops never Made you Realize how sad you constantly made me feel.
You never felt bad .

The journey I Went through
To Call myself your girlfriend today.
Was A Trip To Make myself happy.
Drugs Was All i known.
Loving you & Adoring You was my distraction.

I hope you one day realize That I was nothing but good to You.
PEARL SMOKE
Written by
PEARL SMOKE  23/F/los Angeles
(23/F/los Angeles)   
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   Surbhi Dadhich
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